This is going to be a short post. I just got back from a few days camping with wonderful friends on the shore of Lake Michigan. This has been planned for a year. Our group, we fondly call the Wander Woman, started the hiking/camping trips July 2018 when we did a week-long trip to South and North Manitou Islands in Lake Michigan. My friend, Lisa, reminded me that she noticed my constant massaging during that trip. It wouldn’t be until November of that year that I fully understood that there was something very wrong with me.
I’ve been planning and working towards my goal of spending the week with them. We were to camp in Canada at Lake Superior Provincial Park. However, the border between Canada and the United States is still closed due to COVID-19. So, instead, we chose a closer state park in that we could drive to. Not everyone who had originally planned to join us could come: some due to family commitments, one due to the death of her mom (non-virus related), some due to not feeling comfortable in doing so.
We agreed to be logically safe and trusted that our Wander Woman cohort had been safe prior to camping. The park was not crowded at all and so we had no issues out on the trails, at the camp, using the restrooms, or on the beach. We chose to wear masks only inside public places (the restrooms).
I am so energized after these past few days. Wonderful conversation with my friends that ignited my imagination and funny bone, as well as a few shared tears, met with empathy and love. The photos will be the rest of my description of the joy that is currently bursting in my heart.
I can’t thank my friends enough for helping me get back my courage to stay in a tent after a day of hiking and swimming. I have gotten my courage back to do this more often with my husband. I even talked my daughter into doing a short trip with me soon. My soul is nourished and my passion blazing again.
My blog is ONE-year old now. I have learned a lot from doing it. I’ve made friends from across the country and the world. I’ve learned from other bloggers how to live well with a chronic condition as well as how to blog better. It, too, ignites my imagination and gives me a purpose that makes me happy.
So, when I found out that I was nominated for two WEGO HEALTH Awards, I felt that this passion was also recognized by those who have watched my blog grow and those who I have hopefully helped in some way. It’s such a wonderful, supportive group that I have found through blogging.
If you are interested in endorsing me via the link below (just being nominated is really amazing), I humbly thank you. In my post for the end of this next week, I will be sharing out those who have most impacted my wellness journey, so that you, too, can learn from them (and endorse their nominations for WEGO AWARDS) if you should feel led.
I appreciate this time in my life that I am able to live my life fully (filling it with purpose and passion) alongside good friends and my family despite living with Fibromyalgia. I hope that I can help you find that for yourself as well as you journey through this life.
Thank you for visiting my blog today. I am committing to posting once a week on Fridays. However, as you know, my new normal means that sometimes I have to listen to my body and am not able to follow through as planned. Thank you for your understanding.
Due to spending the week in Arizona visiting my mother-in-law, I didn’t get to write a new post. I’ve decided to repost my first blog entry with a few updates this week. I have two other posts in the works, so see you again next week Friday.
This is the beginning of my journey with fibromyalgia. It’s been one of many ups and downs, turns and twists, but ever moving forward, living my life as FULLY as I can.
June (2018), as my husband and I drove across the country from Michigan to California in our Ford Escape, I began to notice a change in me. It wasn’t quite a new thing, but a new intensity and duration. My muscles ached deep, deep within me, gnawing from the inside out.
This is the beginning of a major life change, a journey of sorts that has birthed a new self. It’s been hard (almost impossible at times) and is ongoing; however, I have come to be thankful for what it’s brought me to.
Why I Have Chosen to Tell My Story Publically
Being a teacher and a lover of learning, I have done a lot of research. Seeking insight, knowledge, and help from every place I could find it. This blog is to share my path on this journey. One: Just so I can have it recorded somewhere. Two: Hopefully help others through this sharing. I have come to witness and understand that Fibromyalgia comes in many forms with a variety of symptoms and a variety of ways that people choose to handle it. I have learned from others’ stories; however, no one that I’ve encountered has taken the path I’ve been on. I feel that by sharing what I’ve gone through and am going through might give insight to someone else. I don’t think anyone will have the same path as you, so gleaning from many, may lead you in the direction you will want to go. I have chosen to accept the pain by managing it as much as possible. Sounds easy, right? Just manage it. This blog will go into the details of how my life has been impacted, some of the possible reasons Fibromyalgia developed in me, and how I am managing it. I have gone from PAINfully Living to painFULLY Living since my diagnosis in November (2018).
I will share as best as I can through my words the raw truths that I’ve been living with. I don’t want to sugar coat anything. Fibromyalgia is an all-encompassing, chronic disorder: physical, emotional, and mental. To share my path will mean sharing it all. It will be cathartic for me and hopefully helpful to some. As of today (2/21/20), it’s been a bit over a year since my diagnosis. I have learned so much about myself in this journey. I have learned a lot about how fibromyalgia affects me and what does and doesn’t help me live FULLY despite its presence. I continue on the path, open to what it brings me. Thank you for coming on this journey with me.
What journey are you on currently? Do you find it helpful to reflect and share your story? Do you find connection learning of others’ paths and choices?
Thank you for visiting my blog today.
I am committing to posting once a week on Fridays.
However, as you know, my new normal means that sometimes
I have to listen to my body and am not able to follow through as planned.